I can't fucking put this shit into words. FUCK, I can't fucking do it. Ok? I give up. Alright? I can't deal with any of this shit anymore. Passivepassivepassivepatientlywaitingbullshitwhatthefuck. You may as well take my shit and throw it out the window and take me to the sealed tight rooms as white as fucking paper. Dear god, I can't do it. I can't do it. I can't do it. I can't do it. I'm so lost and defeated. I'm so broken. I can't do this anymore.