Crash

You don't belong in my arms
Found myself on the wrong side of life
Deserving more than being ashamed
Deserving more than being afraid

I'm still writing songs about you
Raking my mind for memories
Struggle to release hope
For there's nothing I can keep hiding from you
I still ruin every moment
If you were right there I would hold you
Close to my heart
They say I have a big heart
Just more places for you to hide in

Hands in the sky, I let go
I gave up a while back
Just thought you should know
Just 'cause it burns it don't always mean fire
I still run from every moment
If you were right there I'd push you away
Far from my heart
They say I've got a big heart
Just more places for you to hide in

Because it's just nothing
Ignore the crashing sounds of glass
Ignore the crash
'Cause you can still see right through me
Each day you awake
You're afraid you might live
Turn off your mind
Feel with your heart instead
Crash, crash, crash
Because it's just nothing
You could give, give, give
But I'll give up nothing
Crash, crash, crash
I will take, take, take
Everything
Until you are gone
I'll keep moving on
Because it's just nothing
Because it's just nothing...


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I wrote this in uh, the eighth grade?
Anyways, I think I might allow myself to edit this one because it has so much feeling in it that was completely wrecked by my inability to say just what I wanted to say in the right way. I remember the exact way I felt when I wrote it, so this wouldn't be such a stretch. I think if I edit it I will say so in the following post. I was just shocked to see this was not posted at all. I missed it. Yea, editing in the future.