Top of the Hill

Fill me, fully
Fill me up

Stolen infidelities are haunting me
Aimlessly wandering and wondering
Just what to do
Just what to do

And slavery ain't what it fuckin' used to be
'Cause I've been locked and stored away for years
But the state remains
Bureaucracy

I'm really hoping
That at the top
Of this hill
I find it plateaus
Into something
Beautiful
And I can't reason
My way out of bed
Most days
But I'm betting
It's all over your head
Over your head

Fill me, fully (first two lines screamed by two people)
Fill me, fully (only backup screams "fully")
Fill me up (at same time, only lead sings "fill me up")

Fill me, fully
Fill me, fully
Fill me up

Moved away to find some peace
Some place for me
My head on the verge of exploding
But home ain't home
This place ain't home

My loyalties won't ever be questioned
Playin' things down relieves the tension
I am safe
Forever safe

I'm really hoping
That at the top
Of this hill
I find it plateaus
Into something
Beautiful
And I can't reason
My way out of bed
Most days
But I'm betting
It's all over your head
Over your head

Fill me, fully (first two lines screamed by two people)
Fill me, fully (only backup screams "fully")
Fill me up (at same time, only lead sings "fill me up")

Fill me, fully
Fill me, fully
Fill me up

Today is the day
I'll have you both as one
Given the fact that
I have always won

I'm really hoping
That at the top
Of this hill
I find it plateaus
Into something
Beautiful
And I can't reason
My way out of bed
Most days
But I'm betting
It's all over your head
Over your head


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What is this, the summer of suicide? Why is everyone all of a sudden requiring mental help? Why is everyone trying to kill themselves? It all seems so sudden. Everything was accidental before, but now we're conscious. This generation begins to erase itself, already, barely before it can breathe.